Its been a while since i quit my broken fate,no more the smells of burning oil,the sound of steels clashing each other or even the noisy voice inside my head. everything was slowly faded,evaporated and gone away blowing somewhere. it was my dark ages,everything in my head was contain with loathe,desperate and anger like a little knife slicing part by part of your kindness. Nothing inside me,a hollow,something darker than emptiness surrounded this heart. I'm just like a walking corpse,a man without anything inside.
You're just a walking corpse,without nothing inside you. you're fake,meaningless and you walk in the wrong path. Like a mind without consciousness inside,you're not even a man,you just a puppet and you doesn't even know who you are.
I keep silent.
You're not dead but not alive either,you trapped in limbo,the world of unconscious. your physical body was there but inside you was caged deep,caged by broken fate. your hope was screaming in torture,a painfully tortured. In the night you just staring at the blank,thinking how to escape from there. And a water drop in your cheeks,it tasted salty. you were in the dessert,the middle of dessert without moon shine on you,without stars staring at you. you're just alone like a little wolf abandoned from its mother. it just matter of time to lead you to suicide.
"But it was,now I'm free and I'm struggling to pursuit my renaissance" I said
You're not free,you're just pretend to be free until you entered the other fate. But even you already have a new fate,I can't guarantee you can escape from cage.
I nod quietly
There's still a lot of loathe inside you,you still can't forgive your past.
The Alter ego keep mumbling with few words,but i can't catch the meaning. not long time after that,he take a deep breath,gasped and said.
You're alone in this world,everything around you is just an illusion,an un-vivid real object. Time flies and things changes. Because in the end of the day,the person who can depend on is your own self.
After that he fly away,flapped his wings. A few black feathers falling and he vanished into the thick air.
